This was a big day for all of us. Will had his first reduction of the gastroschisis, I came home from the hospital, and Blaise and I got to go up to Salt Lake together for the first time to see our baby boy.
I was pretty excited to get out of the hospital that day. We didn't get out until about 4pm. I must admit I was a little nervous about how things would go without having an adjustable bed and nurses at my beck and call. The transition of getting home was pretty stressful too because I was starting to come off of my pain medication and Blaise had to run to the pharmacy and wait quite a while to get those filled. The ride home was pretty miserable because of the pain and every little bump in the road made it worse. When we finally got there and up the stairs to the apartment I was exhausted. My mom and Blaise had some balloons, a candy bar, and some flowers for me. They had also spent the morning cleaning up the house. It was all so nice, but I couldn't help but get emotional about not having my baby with me coming home from the hospital. Up to this point I still didn't feel much like a mom, just an invalid. I needed to see my baby.


Well now I'm cryin too! Just know that the baby blues are totally normal and you have extra reason to be emotional...don't ever try to hold the tears back, I think it just makes it worse! We are still praying for little Will, what a sweet and wonderful spirit you have been entrusted with. That speaks very highly of you two, knowing that our heavenly father knew he could depend on you to be so strong for him. I am so happy to hear he is still doing great! Love you guys!
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